My grandfather has less than 6 months to live. I think mom is going to give me money to go to Syracuse. The picture on my info page was in a photo show.

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For those who aren't in the know, that's a quote from Clueless

"You, Adrian, The Cure, and my cats are the only thing that are important to me."


-drunk Aria to drunk Caitlin




These aren't the only important things in my life. So, if you are reading this and know that you are important to me, don't get sad. I'm just drunk and listening to my token sad song.

The second my train pulled up to the White Plains station, "Back In Baby's Arms" started playing in my head.

INTERMEDIATE MATHEMATICS B-

I think I got tagged by Cynthia.

1. Katmandu - Cat Stevens
2. Love Is Stronger Than Death - The The
3. I'm In Love With A Girl - Big Star
4. Deadbeat Club - B52s
5. In Your Eyes - Evan Dando
6. Hole In The Ground - Helium
7. It's All Over Now, Baby Blue - Them feat. Van Morrison

I think everyone on my list got tagged already except Sarah who seems to have given up on LJ.


Christmas was fine. I got into a bit of a fight with my Nana and licked my wounds on the phone with Wil (who I've kept a steady emailing thing with). Things are nice. I always feel so lonely in Boston and I'd rather be in New York. My feelings are a bit bruised by someone who I keep pretending is my friend though I really know isn't. Whatever. Fuck it.

( hohoho )

When did I add "girls" to my interests list and what the hell did I mean by it?


I probably should be talking about what is actually going on in my life but, you know, I don't. I'm done with finals and ready to...?

I would be going insane if I didn't have the friends that I do. Also, a film student (Brandon) wants me to audition for his movie. I would be playing a crazy biracial girl who turns into a zombie then finds salvation and kills herself. The quick glance I did came to "She curls her lip and gives a bermused smile" THATS ME! I GIVE BERMUSED SMILES!

:)

One of my interests is "skeleton" which is my favorite Helium song. I clicked on it and was very saddened and disturbed by what came up. I've been on the verge of tears all day for various reasons. Something that Adrian said ("something that you said..."), a voicemail that I got from my dad*, Love is Stronger than Death by The The, my silly life in general, the fact that I think I'm going to fail math, etc etc etc.


He said that "He saw little kids dressed up for a holiday pagent type of thing. He remembered when I was in first grade and my mom couldn't make it to my pagent but he was still planning to go. However, he was late and apparently when he finally got there I was hysterically crying because I thought that no one was going to see me in this really silly pagent. He said "Sorry for getting sentimental. I just really love you and miss you." It's funny because when you see the pictures from the pagent, I'm all (Kool-Aid) smiles.